Silence 4

Silence 4 - I'm not perfect

I've been taught not to lie
I was a scout full of pride
But I can't share none of what I'm feeling now
And you resent me
But it's the lies that keeps you around
I'm not perfect, I'm just a fake
But stil you ask for more than I can act
And it just drains me out
Then you say to drop my armour and be myself
You've been tired of my defenses
Stupid reasons
Deceiving you and your senses
But I'm protecting you from this hell
I'm not perfect, I'm just a fake
But still you ask for more than I can act
And it just drains me out
Stop lying Stop faking
You're nothing You're just a waste of time
For 9 months I've been pregnant with lies
And soon she'll be sreaming the screams,
Screaming I've been trying to hide them from you
With illusions
Truth can bring so much useless, worthless,
unconceiving PAIN

Here comes the pain
But still you ask for more than I can act
And I can't cope with it



Silence 4 - Take me away

How long will I keep this candid camera smile?
My muscles hurt, I better rest for a while
Breathing is the only thing that keeps alive
All this oxygen, crushes me, leaves me so tight
Let me out...

My pain is leading, I got no control from now
Don't try to help me, I don't want to put you down
All my reasons will be misunderstood,
I wish you well, in here there's nothing good

My heart is rotten with all the worst kind of disease
It tries to be better but all it can do is bleed
I'm so tired of myself
Oh God please take me away and bring someone else

One of my friends believes in what she reads
And she's always talking about the end of the century
But listen, have you ever stopped to realise
That if it happened there would be noone to feel alone?
No pain at all...

I should be going, so much damage I've done
So many tears and still alot more to come
Excuse, don't push my wheel chair
I don't want to go anywhere

My heart is rotten with all the worst kind of disease
It tries to be better but all it can do is bleed
I'm so tired of myself
Oh God please take me away and bring someone else

Alone, I don't care
And now all I remember is the smell of your hair...